The Saga [and drama] of Me, Kayleen, Tim, Alice, and Shelly continues to unfold. Due to my lack of due-dilligence, I have not kept up to date of the recent activities. Could possibly be due to the lack of time available because of the drama. I remember a time so peaceful, so calm, that writing these posts were to help others in their time of need, however, I turn to you now to unload my month-long accumulation of thoughts and secrets.
Kayleen and Tim
The fantasy world came crashing down upon the arrival of one we’ll call the Succubus. The Succubus came in and effectively captivated Tim to a point of not knowing at all who or what he was. His mannerisms changed, his vocabulary changed, his ideals changed. Short-lived at only 2 weeks, this had a great impact on Kayleen and Tim, as well as me and Shelly.
Once Tim was enlightened to the fact that the Succubus was stealing him away from all those close to him, he called it quits and returned back to Kayleen. They shared some intimate moments, forever engrained in Kayleen’s mind. But as fate would have it, he seemed to have pulled away. Kayleen spent every available waking moment to please him. He would accept but not return the gestures. She would cook up ways to show him her love, but he always seemed to ignore them.
Before we left for my sister’s wedding, he would come over and spend the nights here on days he did not have to work in the morning. They would stay up, watch the television, have sex under the desk, and create more intimate moments. Since then, he’s seemed to become more and more distant.
Kayleen thinks that has to do with Shelly. Tim has some sort of infatuation with Shelly [who doesn't in this town?] She’s a very special woman who for some reason, despite her affinity for solitude, commands other men to obsess for her.
Me and Shelly
My the ups and downs of this relationship sure have had an impact on me. At the time of this writing she’s laying in my Lay-z-boy recliner sleeping. The first half of our relationship were filled with ups and downs. 5 breakups in a row, spaced no more than 72 hours apart: yet she always came back by the next day. There was something in the air that could not keep us apart.
She has not yet moved in with her boyfriend. There’s been two dates set that have not been met, and I can’t help but think that’s a sign for her to stay. But as of this writing, she still does want to go with him, however, she does not want to leave me. Our emotions have become intertwined, and as it pains me to see her, I crave her touch.
My initial thoughts as an Alice Part II were unfounded. They weren’t the true picture. She had kept retreating because she was scared of what might come of this: after seeing what has come of this, I understand completely. She wishes that this never happened, but at the same time cannot regret it. If Fate allows, she would remain here and be happy. That’s all I ask for: happiness.
We habitually stayed up until the first light of the morning shown. I was only getting a couple hours of sleep nightly before having to wake up for work. We are both nocturnal people, Kayleen, not so much. Speaking of nocturnal people, Shelly, a Psi Vampire, has helped me see the different energy-types of people out there. I’ve formed many spiritual hypothesis about how this all works, but the energy exchange between me and Shelly has really brought us close together. And held us together when it should have ended.
I hope she stays. I hope Kayleen and her become very close. Intimate, but not necessarily in a sexual way. However, it is her choice. I can only pray it does not rain harder on me and hurt me even more.
Me and Kayleen
We’ve had our ups and downs the last few weeks as well. The combined stress of the Tim situation and me staying up all night almost every night with Shelly has really broken her down. The striving to find equal time to devote to Kayleen and to become closer with Shelly has been difficult. I can’t count the number of fights we’ve had regarding this; I can’t count the tears that have been shed. It’s been a strain on our marriage in a way, but I think we’re both seeing things clearer. I think we’re both trusting eachother more.
The Rules of Engagement
I thought I would take a brief moment and list out some rules that have helped Kayleen and I maintain our relationship:
- Never lie about anything involving you and your new lover/date. This will only cause less trust once your partner finds out, and yes they will find out.
- Don’t forget you are in a relationship with your partner as well as your new one! You must keep your original relationship strong, fed with love, tamed with affection.
- When your partner is going through rough times with their new lover/date, they need you more than ever, so be there for them. They will return the favor when you need their support.
- Communicate to both your partner and your new lover/date that you need their help to not feel like you have to make a choice to spend time with either of them. The more time you can spend together the better, because the feeling of having to make that choice is a heavy burden (that I wish upon no one else)
- Be open and honest with your partner about how you are doing in your new relationship, and in ways they can assist you. Again, the more you make your partner a part of your new relationship, the more secure they will feel about the whole thing.
That’s all for now, hope that SOMETHING in here helps you!
With more love: love more,
- polyblogger
